Hey Mike,
I am very sorry, I do know how you feel. We lost my little cow dog about a year ago to cancer, she was only 13. She was a pain in the butt because we cound not leave her alone, as she was a two person dog, and would not allow others to take care of her. The first time we were hosted at SOS by Chas and Donna was the only time we tried to do so, and as all The SOS crowd knows, we drove to the show since, so we could take Trzy with us. An animal like that is like a child that does not grow up and move away (in a good way, not like the 30 year old son still living in the basement). People who have not had a faithfull pet will often tell you "just get another dog". Do not let these comments bother you, just know that these people have not had such a friend, so they can not understand.
Best wishes
Gus