Well Amy, I am single since 1992. Unfortunately my French girlfriend died in an accident, when she left on a visit to her uncle's birthday.
I couldn't get the day off at work, so she went alone. She never arrived though, she stopped at file, behind a lorry. The lorry which was behind her saw that file too late.. A Renault 5 isn't really a match for a 30 ton lorry... When the phone rang at my work, my world collapsed..
We had been planning to start a Bed&Breakfast in the south of France, but that never materialized. I have been single ever since, I never really got over it. It was a closed coffin, at her burial, you can imagine why.. She lies in the family's graveplot now. Gone, but never forgotten.